Kneeling In The Wrong Direction.

Booked my hotel, Ladarna -> L.A. January 31st - February 4th. I will need time, I already know, both before and after the memorial.

More driving across the desert. More sleep gone missing. More tears, for sure.

I will likely come alone. Or, you know, alone with el nino, which is like being alone but with more responsibility.

::resting head on knees::

In response to that comment (which I will likely address more fully in another post), right now, no one takes care of me. And, yes, I cry.